Nw a days….I dnt knw wht happen to me….I dnt want to talk wd anybody…I dnt want to listen anybody.

     Why do I keep thinking these things? Why do I insist on bringing myself down for  no good reason? Why do I have to care or keep thinking …Why do I prevent myself for being happy?

These last couple weeks I haven't been in my best mood.

 I always feel like I have to put on this face for people because it's easier than having to explain why I'm feeling sad and lonely.

 I don't want to be one of those girls that depends on other people to make her happy...I know that being happy starts with me, it starts inside. And in my mind, I know that I'm not really alone… I have friends, don't get me wrong, I'm not like antisocial or anything like that,

This has to stop. I need to stop overthinking things. I need to stop thinking about anything

 I can't make that a priority if I want to be successful in other things in my life but it's just always there, in the back of my mind….